Better moods

I woke up from a dream this morning oddly amused: I had been wandering through a library, looking for a computer someone had told me had a particular image-editing application on it. I kept searching, walking up and down row after row of computers, inbetween bookshelves, occasionally logging in on a black-case Dell or an off-white Gateway machine, but none of the computers had what I was looking for.

Towards the end of the dream, I passed a series of computers about which I thought "Surely, these computers have what I am looking for!" but all of them were already occupied by other library patrons. Upon waking up, I discovered an immediate surface-level interpretation of the dream: this was a shallow processing of my relationship problems.

Of course, it ended without solution--I never found what I was looking for.

Yesterday I made loose plans with a friend I've wanted to reconnect with--tentatively, we're going to meet after classes tomorrow. I am looking forward to it, trying not to brainstorm contingency possibilities for what we might share . . . this friend is a person I have a lot of trouble "seeing through."

I don't want to know what to expect-- . . .