Do these restless sighs...
A lot more philosophy today than I ever expected--discussing and explaining my own, as well as reading others'.
My mental capacity is not recovering half as well as I had hoped. I think most of the detailed entries I've made in the past few weeks have almost solely been made after hours of, more or less, doing nothing but meditating alone. Hours. It used to be that, last year, I'd meditate no more than two hours after getting home, and I'd do homework before writing a post before going to bed. And I wrote many detailed posts after straining myself mentally...
...but the doctors had predicted it would be at least a full month, more likely two, before I'm 100% mentally and even 95% physically. They said it might be a full year before my lungs fully heal.
Critical condition. Five days of darkness.
And I'm already running empty attempting to flesh out a meaningful thought...
There will be big things this summer. I hope it goes well for my side.
Fireworks of every kind.
Götterdämmerung.
My mental capacity is not recovering half as well as I had hoped. I think most of the detailed entries I've made in the past few weeks have almost solely been made after hours of, more or less, doing nothing but meditating alone. Hours. It used to be that, last year, I'd meditate no more than two hours after getting home, and I'd do homework before writing a post before going to bed. And I wrote many detailed posts after straining myself mentally...
...but the doctors had predicted it would be at least a full month, more likely two, before I'm 100% mentally and even 95% physically. They said it might be a full year before my lungs fully heal.
Critical condition. Five days of darkness.
And I'm already running empty attempting to flesh out a meaningful thought...
There will be big things this summer. I hope it goes well for my side.
Fireworks of every kind.
Götterdämmerung.
posted by SJ at 4/05/2005 01:12:00 AM
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