burning...

Two weeks from today and I'll have to bare the rest of the semester out, whether neighbors are still disrespecting and classes aren't going as well as they kind of look or not. That's my cut-off: either I withdraw before then, or just about everything needs to go right by a week from next Monday.

The best would be either the neighbors are moved out, or I am moved to a single room by early next week. By the middle of next week, I hope to have my Philosophy paper drafted, my English synthesis paper drafted (which means two preceeding assignments taken care of as well), and at least one make-up Physics assignment completed. Without forgetting to turn in my Stats homework.

It's possible. My professors are all working with me, and have given me reasonable periods in which to get everything back on track. But more than I had thought really does depend on how this problem with my neighbors works out--or, more rather, if it doesn't work out. Because lacking sleep is causing a decrease in will like I've never experienced... I am getting nothing done between juggling the stifling feelings thrown by the roommate coming from whereever, and the neighbors destroying my right to a good night's sleep.

I want a single room... one on a relatively quiet floor--whether the rest of the floor cares about my arrival, as long as they don't think so negatively much like my current problem, it will be alright. Otherwise, at least about this time of night until after I'm on my way to my first class, I feel like withdrawing would be a good option, because as much as I am learning in my classes, my progress is disintegrating thanks to the hell of social existance in what the dean of the College of Liberal Arts & Sciences in my meeting with her today called, numberous times, a zoo.

There are about half a dozen paths... two of them lead home, two lead to ruining the records of my neighbors, and two lead to living in a new room for the rest of the semester. Two weeks and I should narrow those paths down to a final observation of sorts...