unimpressive

Another weekend spent in other peoples' worlds, reading the words of strangers.

Allegedly, this is the last year America will run as it has before the global oil-market begins its one-way collapse proving that natural resources really do run out. A 30-year-old who wrote the darthside blog is lost in his success, uninspired by his current decent job and unsure if he should pursue writing. The GLS (gaming and learning in society) conference will be in Madison, Wisconsin where Brian Green will speak on the "death of videogames"--but registration is about $380 with one night hotel stay. Aiha Higurashi's first solo album, Born Beautiful, is mostly outstanding. Supercar performed their last concert ever (probably) right around the day I woke up in a hospital last February. I watched episodes 1-8 of Scrapped Princess with Seth, Ben, and Jordan, and plan on watching a few more episodes starting in about an hour.

If I have not actively worked to push myself toward either writing or filming by this time next weekend, I am more of a failure than people tell me. Lack of motivation isn't an excuse...

I'll confide to the entire world what I've been praying might happen this summer: finding a new girl, one that respects me and that I respect, to fall in love with. Very generic, normal lonely-young-adult stuff, as I continue preaching the power of learning to live happily in loneliness.

There's some kind of destiny here--some kind of fate...